hello

last i wrote we were coming to nebraska to take care of my mom. so much has happen since then. but the biggest thing is we always had alot of church support. the church we attend here has no pastor at this time, and most the members are farmers, so they stay bust most the time.

so we found our selves in a dry spell, i even was so tired at nite that i would go to bed and not have my quite time with the Lord.

so i strated realizing how spiritual dry we were becoming, and so when i  picked up my bible that nite, there was that awesome verse, and it said if we draw near to God, he will draw near to us.

so i  began our journey of drawing of that verse, repeating it to myself each day. as time wore on my mom became increasingly mean to my dear hubby. it really hurt us. but with each storm Jesus has always given us a rainbow.  our rainbow was that He opened the doors for us to go back home to montana. my heart is overjoyed.

soon i will see my dear granddaughter and hold her. and my randy can go hiking in his beloved moutains. 

we have grown here spiritually and there were some very wonderful moments that i spent with my mom and they will stay in my heart always.

so pray for us that our journey is a safe one and that soon i can spend more time reaching out to my breast cancer sisters once again.

good morning

well i think its official, we are going to be selling our home in montana, and will be hopefully buying a home near my mom, in nebr.  we will miss our mountains so much, but 2 hrs from where my mom lives, is guernsey wyo, there is a state park there, a lake, and places to go walking. i have been gone from home for over 20 yrs, and its time to go home and take care of my family.

what is so amazing and truly from the Lord,is that it was my hubby's suggestion. i didn't think he would ever leave montana, but he says it time i got to be with my family.

i am going to school on line, i was never very good at school, and so it takes alot of thinking on my part, lol.. and there again it is truly from the Lord having the courage to see this thru, and my hubby is so good with my studies, he will sit there and let me read to him so i can get more out of it.

sometimes when i think back, and see how far the Lord has brought me, its turly amazing. My first husband died,we were married when i was 18 and he died when is was 19, the nite he died, the Lord brought a rainbow that very evening. When i was dx with cancer, he filled me with peace and courage. And now with looking at big move, and the market slow on selling houses, we have already had 5 people look at our home in one week, so if you are ever feeling discourged take heart my dear friends, he will see you thru.

hugs, godskid

 good morning

we made it home sunday nite,

its almost a week already,  I hated leaving my mom this year, she looked so frail and sad, most of my life I was frightened of my mom, she has always been a really bad alcoholic, but as she has gotten older, it has taken its toll, but because of that, our Lord has opened a door for her and I. And know we can hug each other and share things together, and if she does have a day of drinking, I don't shrink a way from it, so I praise my Lord that I can finally share some good moments with her, and I continue to pray that she will find salvation.!!

we also got to see some of my aunts and uncles that i haven't gotten to see and they had also become christians, and are so devoted to the Lord.

but my one aunt that helped raise me, probably will be going to heaven, she has congestive heart failure, but i got to talk to her about the Lord, she has been saved for alot of years, and she is peaceful.

so my heart is heavy but at peace also, his blessings are so much better than anything we can imagine for ourselves, his blessings always encourgae us to move beyond ourselves and to grow in him,

have a wonderful day in the Lord,

love and hugs godskid4